One of the best things about the internet for me is that I no longer have to telephone people to ask things. I hate telephones with a passion, but before the internet they were unavoidable. You always had to ring a shop to ask for opening times, or ring a helpdesk because something was broken – even ringing my friends is a hard task for me because I really hate phones. It’s only within the last few months I’ve been able to speak to my best friend on a telephone with seizing up and leaving huge awkward silences.
So to me, open forums are brilliant. One of the best ideas ever. Instead of ringing a lighting company to ask them what could be wrong with my old school’s broken collection of intelligent lighting fixtures, I just searched for a backstage / tech forum. I found on, signed up and wrote a full, detailed description before sitting back and waiting for other helpful technicians to offer their friendly advice.
It didn’t happen.
People replied obviously, because that’s what happens on a forum, but instead of offering the expected friendly advice, I just got slated by people I didn’t even know. Their problem being that their tax money has been wasted on lights that are now broken and won’t get repaired.
While it’s true that the lights probably won’t get fixed for a while, if at all, I was on that forum for advice, especially with two lights that I simply can’t diagnose at all. Instead, I have grown adults yelling at me, as if I personally took their tax money and bought the lights, then broke them on purpose.
I don’t work in that school, I’m a past pupil who took the time to learn how to use the lights so they wouldn’t be wasted. The school is a performing arts school, and the lights have been put to good use, especially when I was there. I used them nearly every week for various things. I now feel personally guilty to all these people and I don’t even have a reason too. I paid tax too when I was working, now I’m 18 I pay tax on the £3 something that’s in my bank, because I still haven’t been paid from some work I did before Easter. If I ever do get that money, I’ll be taxed on that too.
Next time I have a problem with anything, I’m going to keep it to myself. I’ve never felt so small and stupid in my life. It’s really put me off. Maybe I’m over – reacting. I’m having a bad week, maybe I’m taking it too personally, so if you want to see for yourself, this is the link. If you can be bothered reading it (it makes for a dry read) please tell me what you think.







